Not a Bother.
12 October Wednesday
Mornings are wet with dew and heavy mist. Leaving the washing out on the line over night guarantees that it will be wetter in the morning than it was at the end of the previous afternoon. I am not averse to leaving the washing hanging for a few days. Margaret says that if it gets wet again it is just a second rinse. Or a third rinse. The problem arises when one Joe or the other Joe is spreading slurry. Then the washing takes on the smell of the decomposing excrement sprayed over near fields. The slurry does not have to touch the clothes or even come anywhere close to them. The strong smell permeates everything. If I bring wet clothes into the house they carry the stench with them. Once a nearby field has been sprayed with slurry it is best to leave everything out on the washing line for a few more days.
11 October Tuesday
I heard voices. I went outside and saw three men and a long narrow truck. It was an odd looking vehicle. They were from the council and repairing holes in the road. I was pleased to see them. They commented on how narrow the boreen was and how their truck had been scraped on both sides by brambles and branches. They had been nervous as they drove down that they might be unable to find a place to turn around. They were worried about having to back the truck all the way up to the farm. I was happy to see them and happy to know the new holes were getting filled. They were happy to see space to turn the truck. I said I was surprised that they were here at all as I had been told again and again by the council that the trucks that did the sort of repairs we needed doing were all too big to drive down the boreen. This excuse has been given to me for several years now. The men said that this truck is a new truck. It is only a few weeks old. They said their job now is to go around to all of the impossible small roads with this new long narrow vehicle to repair places which have not been repaired for years and years. They are proud of the new truck and they were pleased to have me appreciating it. They kept pointing out features so that I could continue admiring the truck for longer.
10 October Monday
Dilly has taken to announcing each job that comes along as one that she can do or one that she cannot do. She prefaces each observation with either the sentence: This is something I Can do. or This is something I Cannot do. She is not complaining. She is simply maintaining a running commentary on herself as she gets older. If she is asked how she is getting on, she always answers: Not a Bother. Not a Bother.
9 October Sunday
The walk up the path is clearing. Much of the vegetation is dying back so there is less of a thorny grab on clothes and skin as I walk. One tree which fell across the path has dropped lower. Now I need to bend deeply from the waist to get under it where as a month ago I could just bend my head a bit. Crab apples are falling off the trees and that part of the track is deadly. The small hard apples fall on this same length of path every year but I never get any better at walking over them. It is like walking uphill on ball bearings.
8 October Saturday
The morning fog is white and thick. I could not see beyond the fence when I woke up. I could not see the fence. As the morning went on and the sun slowly burned off the fog, things appeared. Fence. Field. Cows. I was surprised to see Joe’s cows in the near field. They had been so quiet and invisible that I had no idea they were out there. I still cannot see the hills yet but I suppose they will appear in the next hour or so.
7 October Friday
The girl in the supermarket had no place on the till to ring up the onions from France. She suggested that perhaps I would prefer local onions? I told her that I always have the local onions and that these French onions would be nice for a change. I said that if I waited until the next time I was in the shop the French onions might be gone so today I wanted to buy French onions because they were there and available for the buying. The girl was flustered. Then she asked if it was okay if she charged them as bread. She said that it would appear on my receipt as if I had bought bread when really I would have bought onions. She worried that I might mind. She worried that I might be confused when I got home. We finally agreed that I understood fully that there would be no onions listed on the till receipt but that did not mean I had not bought onions. The girl was reassured that it would not worry me at all.